Shamila jan harfat ro kamel khondam . kamelan bahat movafegham . chand moredo faghat mikham zekr konam .

1- aval inke in tohinat va sakhti haee ke shoma tahamol kardin faghat monhasere khodetoun naboode . Az nazare tahamol kardane tohinat be honarmandan man fekr mikonam fan haye Googoosh maghame avalo hamishe daran . az TV haye 24 sa@e  ta site ha va weblog haee ke be zesh tarin shekle momken be Googoosh bado birah migoftan . emrooz chand bar Shahrame aslani be shohreh hamle karde va shoma ro cheghadr narahat karde , tasavor konid vaghti Rangarang Tv oon joor be Googoosh hamle kard oonam faghat be khatere inke azash agahi nagerefte bood ma che haali dashtim . Ya vaghti dar fan club ha , hala har fanclubi , be Shohreh tohin mishe cheghadr narahat mishin bad bebinid vaghti ma site ya weblog haee ro mibinim ke az honar booee nabordan va najavan mardane be googoosh hamle kardan che ehsasi darim . Nemooneye akharesho yadetoone ? hamoon shakhsi ke oon webloge moftazaho zade bood va ede aa mikard ke man fane Shohreh , leila ,..... X    hastam . Tohin haaee az oon Ghabihh tar dide boodin ?         Vali Shamila joon ma ham kam kam be in natije residim ke bayad kare khodemoono bokonim . adamaye bikar , bi farhang va laa obali hamishe va hame ja peida mishan , beine har ghshri , mesle Marizi ke hamishe vojod . Ma nemitoonim hamaro darmoon konim , tarbiat konim va beheshoon yaad bedim ke honar chie .   Hatta bar ax . man emrouz az inke mibinam googoosh inghadr doshman dare khoshhal misham chon Yek zarbolmasale Chini mige '' Derakht har chi boland tar bashe , Sayasham boland tare ''  . Vaghti yek khanade mesle Googoosh inghadr tarafdar dare nabayad  hadde aghal 1/100 esh doshman dashte bashe , oonam doshmanaee ke baraye kharab kardanesh har kari mikonan  amma hich vaght dasteshoon be jaaee nareside o nemirese .

2- Dar in dava afrad 3 dastan . dasteye aval oonaa ian ke vaghe an fane ye khanadan va cheshme didane khanade haye dige  ro nadaran be doone inke dar nazar begiran ke ba ba oon khanadam belakhare ye chizi dashte ke in hame sal sare pash negah dashte  ya hatta mozhek tar ine ke bozorgaye music ro bekhan na dide begiran .  In edde beine hameye fanha vojood daran Az Googoosho , shohreho , Leilao , Nooshafarino ,....    . nemishe ino enkar kard .Shamila joon shoma migin bache haye ma az in kara nemikonan vali mage shoma roo chand % ya hatta chand nafar az fan haye shohreh tasalot dari ? hezaran nafar momkene bashan ke be vaghe Bimaran va az sobh ta shab too net micharkhan ke be ino oon bado birah began ya oghde haye  ravanie khodeshono khali konan . hala daste bar ghaza fane Shohreh , Googoosh ya har kase dige ee ham hastan . hich vaght nemishe ina ro control kard . ke man fekr mikonam in morede akhri , dar site Pullniro hamin etefagh oftade . ye seri oomadan didan yeki dare be googoosh bado birah mige . oonaam jav gir shodano shoro kardan.

goroohe dovom ye edan ke faghat doost daran jaaee dava rah bendazan ya too davaha sherkat konano bado birah began . In eddam ke hamoontor ke khodet gofti az aabe gel alood maahi migiran va kareshoon az hame kasif tare .      Amma Goroohe sevom ye edan ke vaghe an honarmandeshono doost daran ve behesh ta asob daran . Ta mibinan jaee behesh tohin shode dar sadade entegham va axol amal bar mian bedoone inke be asle majara ya javanebesh fekr konan .  Az in gorooham dar beine hameye fanha peida mishe az Shohreh o Googoosh o ,... ke neminasho khodemoon inja ham didim .

Amma in moshkele akhir . Shamila joon hamoontor ke midooni  asheghe sine chaki be naame Pullniro ke ta dirooz hameye zendegish Googoosh bood , be oon daraje ee az eshgh resid ke ehsas kard agar farda be googoosh dastoor bede ba Mehrdad kar nakon , Googoosh bayad etaa at  kone va ye bale ghorbanam akharesh bege . Amma Googoosh in karo nakard chon hich honarmandi delesh nemikhad ke kasi barash taeene taklif kone . Dar natijeye in kesh vakesh ha in agha ba Mehrdade asemani dar girie lafzi  peida kard va fekr kard ke Googoosh be khatere in etefagham ke shode bayad gheide Mehrdado ba tamame mohabatash va komaki ke khodesh va khanevadash dar dar moshkelate akhiresh behesh kardan ro nadide begire va gheidesho bezane . Amma mosalaman in etefagh nayoftad .  Dar nahayate shegefti in eshgh yek bare be nefrat va doshmani tabdil shod va siti ke ta dirooz be esme persian diva dar madhe googoosh va honaresh bood yek bare be in shekl dar oomad . In shakhs bar ha elam karde ta vaghti hamkarie googoosh ba Mehrdad be payan narese in ravie edame dare .   Hala dar in bein ye edde , ke ya az gorohe aval ke fane shohreh an va jav gir shodan ( na joze fanhaee ke shoma mishnasin ) va ya az goroohe dovom ke fan nama hastan va oomadan baraye rah andakhtane dar giri va do be ham zani   , oomdana dar edameye harfya pullniro behesh bado birah neveshtan     .      Axol amale ke entezar mire ine ke dasteye sevomi too fan clube googoosh javabe in kare oona ro bedan  va in etefagh ham oftade .bache haye fanclube googoosh dige be in fekr nakardan ke in ede fane vaghe an fane shohreh hastan ya na ya , ya mikhan do be ham zani konan . faghat ta didan ye seri oomadan be naame shohreh be googoosh tohin kardan , sari axol amal neshoon dadan . daghighan mesle in ke hamin alan yeki az fanhaye shohreh ye dafe ghati kone va too topicesh koli bado birah benevise . bad mano chand nafare digam jav gir beshim va bahash hamrahi konim  oonvaght khodet mibini ke too topice googoosh va fanclube shohreh che ghoghaee mishe va che harfaee nemishe .

Kholase Shamila joon hamoontor ke gofti in dar giriha hich kodoom be honarmandan rabti nadare va man fekr konam hich vaght hatta hosele va vaghte goosh dadan be in harfa ro ham nadashte bashan . chizi ke hast ine ke ma ehteram gozashtan be honarmandan va ghadreshono doonestano yad nagerftim . Az majanini mesle Pullniro gerefte ta afradi ke be har dalile shakhsi bi rahmane tohin mikonan va honarmando be bade na seza migiran .

Omidvaram ke ma ye roozi shahede in dar giri haye dard avar  bashim